Thursday, July 27, 2017

Build It Up Gardening



July 27, 2017 by Billie Anderson
Today Lexy came to visit our garden and I asked her about writing my blog entry.  She answered questions and gave us some valuable tips.  She is a fantastic mentor and I am very grateful for her help. 

We are thrilled to be a BIU Gardening family this year.  Our home has been nestled in the mountains of Carter County for almost 40 years.  My husband and I both grew up in suburban America.  We came of age in the late 60’s & early 70’s and were caught up in dreams of owning property and living off the land.  lol!  Even though we managed to acquire some acreage, it did not take long to find out this living off the land idea took more work than we had imagined.  With children entering our lives and a house to build, we found ourselves working at jobs in town.  There were many attempts at gardening through the years - - all fell by the wayside and grew up in weeds.  Lots of frustration!

Thinking about the “back to the land” movement of the 60’s and the “green,organic” movement today, I will offer an observation. The “back to the land” movement of yesteryear had a mistaken emphasis on independence and isolation.  The “green, organic” movement of today seems much more realistic and practical with a healthy emphasis on collaboration and interdependence.  The community garden not only provides food, but also lessons in cooperation, goodwill, and even hospitality.   As we learn from the BIU program, I hope to “pay it forward” by helping with at least one community garden in Elizabethton.                                                                        
My husband & I recently refreshed (retired) and now whole-heartedly embrace this opportunity to bring some dreams back to life with gardening, forest management, and farming.  Almost in response to long time desires of our hearts, I began to learn about several programs to help!  The BIU program has guided me every step of the way in regard to gardening this year.  It assisted me in choosing an optimal spot for my garden with enough sun and available water.  It assisted me in designing a garden that is not too big and overwhelming for me to maintain.  I learned about no-till gardening, a concept I had never heard about.  

This is our first of two years of being on the BIU program.  Our garden did not get fully tilled and prepared until the middle of June, so the garden got a late start.  Not wanting to discourage myself, I consciously chose to be patient and to view this first year as mostly a preparation year.  Planting and storing would take second place to the goal of preparing a well-designed, permanent garden site, having the soil tested, and then building up the soil with lots of organic matter.  This allowed me to relax and take joy in each accomplishment without feeling bad about not having a fully productive garden as I had envisioned.  But that fully productive garden will, hopefully, be ready to manifest itself next year.

I now have a beautiful garden site with five raised beds inside a fenced area to protect the garden from dogs and deer and maybe to discourage rabbits, also.  I have okra, zucchini, squash, green pepper, watermelon, and cantaloupe planted in the BIU garden which I think of as being my more traditional, main garden.  I had developed a square foot garden several years ago (based on the book Square Foot Gardening by Mel Bartholomew).  It, too, like my other attempts at gardening turned into a weedy mess.  This year I cleaned out the weeds & moved it so it is located next to my traditional garden of the BIU program.   Earlier in the spring, I planted young plants I received from the BIU program in the “Square Foot Garden.”  We had turnip greens and collards greens.  They attracted green worms which I picked off daily.  Even though they were shared with those worms, the greens were delicious, both cooked and also added to nutra-bullet drinks.  I also planted onions, tomatoes, and basil in the square foot garden, all of which are growing very well and with good health.  I also had three straw bales and planted cucumber, tomatoes, and basil in those three bales (based on a book entitled, Straw Bales Gardens by Joel Karsten).  I must say that the material provided by the BIU program has helped immeasurably with all three types of gardening: traditional, square foot and straw bale.  Next year I will again use all three gardens, with most of my focus being on the traditional garden.  

In addition to the gardening, we acquired 4 pigs.  We are composting the pig dung along with other organic material to help build up our soil for next year and to help with our new High Tunnel Greenhouse to be constructed hopefully by the end of August. We have received a grant from the Natural Resources Conservation Service, a division of the United States Department of Agriculture to build that greenhouse. The BIU program is a great resource for that up-coming project, too. 

I am a hands-on type learner.  Reading about gardening has never really been very effective for me.  The hands-on workshops and record-keeping tools provided by Lexy have worked for me better than all the gardening books that have accumulated on my bookshelves over the years.  Of course being “refreshed” has freed up time to pursue gardening and other conservation projects on our land daily. In the past I approached gardening very haphazardly, with no plan.  I would purchase seeds and then in a rushed manner dig holes in a garden spot and plop the seeds in, then hope for a beautiful garden. No wonder my gardens were far less than gratifying.  BIU gave me planning tools and information that has already given me the best garden I have ever had, even though it is incomplete this year.   
Happy Gardening to all of us! 
Pictures below:
This is my planting guide for the garden as it now is:


This is my Square Foot Garden:

This is my BIU Garden:

This garden is planted in 3 straw bales.

This picture shows my Square Foot Garden on the right, my BIU Garden in the center and my Straw Bales on the left next to the out building.


This is my original plan for my BIU Garden.  The plan was modified due to the late tilling and preparation of the site.

This is how the late BIU garden turned out, modified and growing less than originally planned.


Thursday, April 13, 2017

b I r t h d A y p o e M

b I r t h d y   p o e M

Eternity & Paradise
Everywhere
What is the purpose of a poem?
A journal?
Chronicling events - -
Or ideas? 
Remember to laugh!

Who AM I?
Dropped into a vast ocean of infinite possibilities,
Had to land somewhere - -
Somewhere seemed separate & unique, but
A dream
NOW
Merely connected.
Merely is not diminutive
It is vast simplicity
LOVE.

Monday, March 13, 2017

Darkness, Light, Trinity & Tao Te Ching

     My emotions were in a funk.  I observed darkness in my soul.  Help comes right out of depths.  There are many dramatic stories about this experience.  My story is not very dramatic.  Throughout the years of my life, I have experienced many waves of dark emotions followed by waves of "lightness of being."  My personality now chooses to observe these waves rather than experience them so directly.   Stillness accessed by various meditation techniques is always a spot to sit on the soft sand and enjoy watching these waves rise and fall.
     Recently, I ordered a couple of copies of the Tao Te Ching translated in a small pocket edition by Stephen Mitchell.  It is not the first time I have ordered this book.  I usually give my "own" book away to someone I care for and then order again.  And usually when I order, it is for at least 2 copies. That was the case with this latest order and I knew who was to receive one of the books.  The other book, I now carry in my purse.  
     I share the first chapter here.  Perhaps I will share more chapters in the coming days.  Writing gives me pleasure.  It feeds my soul. 
1

The tao that can be told
is not the eternal Tao.
The name that can be named 
is not the eternal Name

The unnameable is the eternally real.
Naming is the origin 
of particular things.

Free from desire, you realize the mystery.
Caught in desire, you see only the 
manifestations.

Yet mystery and manifestations 
arise from the same source.
This source is called darkness.

Darkness within darkness. 
The gateway to all understanding. 

     Stephen Mitchell offers notes at the back of his book about each chapter, so my notes here are personal, arising from questions in my own unique life experience.  For me the most challenging phrase here is "Darkness within darkness. The gateway to all understanding."  It seems like we live in a world of chaotic "darkness" with principalities, governments, kingdoms making bargains with the "devil" of separation while declaring the bargains to be wise and clever.  As individuals we live our experiences in similar darkness, thus we are "darknesses within darknesses" shrouded in bodies, bargains with our egos to hide the brilliant, loving essence of our souls.  The true Source might better be called LIGHT, but we who think ourselves to be separated bodies, need a source of experiential darkness to motivate us to seek the restoration of our awareness of the LIGHT.  Apparently, we choose to have a human experience, but we also need a way to find our way HOME to the LIGHT.
     My little 2 year old granddaughter, River, was staying with Greg and me this weekend.  She was very busy asking me occasionally, "Mimi, are you busy?"  She was busy playing games, finger painting, picking flowers, pouring water, watching some kid shows, etc.  At one point she said, 
"Mimi, I need to go home now and rest."  I told her I could not take her home but offered to hold her while she rested.  She smiled and said "O-tay," in her sweet little voice.  I picked her up and held her close, and in a soft singing voice suggested that she close her eyes and rest.  She was sound asleep in less that two minutes, resting from the "darkness" of busy-ness (business),  We adults also need refreshing rest from our own darkness within the darkness we perceive as our outer and disconnected world.  Sleep is usually restful for me, but the restfulness of conscious meditation is even more refreshing than sleep.  

     Below, I copy and paste from Richard Rohr's Daily Meditation from Sunday, March 12th, 2017.  
For me, it is related to the passage from the Tao Te Ching and gifts me with a new possibility for the political "darkness" I perceive in the world at this time.  

The Law of Three Changes Everything
Sunday, March 12, 2017 

In the United States our politics have devolved into divisiveness and partisanship. Think about it: You feel passionate about your party and your issues. Your co-worker or neighbor backs the other political party with equal passion.
The way we live so much of our lives stops right there. Someone takes position A, and someone else opposes them in Position B; they exist in rivalry and antagonism, world without end. This is precisely the behavior we’d expect in a binary system—a place of “two-ness” in opposition. At best, when we’re finished yelling at each other, we might try to compromise and form some kind of “synthesis” position out of our dueling dualisms.
If the universe is created in the image of the Creator and the Creator is a Trinity, it begs the question: What if we don’t live in a binary universe, but instead in a ternary universe?
This week and next, Cynthia Bourgeault, a faculty member at the Center for Action and Contemplation, will explore the profound metaphysical Law of Three. Cynthia’s exploration of the doctrine of the Trinity paired with the teachings of an enigmatic Armenian teacher, G. I. Gurdjieff (1866-1949), is unique and can help us move forward and get unstuck.
If three-ness captures the essence of the cosmos more than two-ness, it means that we can hold our perspective with earnestness while fully awaiting an uncontrived third force to arrive and surprise us all out of our neat little boxes. Note that this isn’t some mere synthesis of opposition, but something genuinely novel arriving on the scene, a Position C.
The exact form that third force takes is beside the point, nor is it that first and second force suddenly find themselves invalidated in the face of some newer, shinier debut. Instead, the third force redeems each position and gives everyone a valuable role to play in the creation of something genuinely new—a fourth possibility that becomes the new field of our collective arising.

Gateway to Silence:
Behold, I make all things new. —Revelation 21:5

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     If we seek we will find just as promised in scripture.  Knock and be ready to open the door to new possibilities, understandings that transcend mere intellect.  I seek the LIGHT.  
     



Monday, March 6, 2017

Connection, Love, Expansion

If my experiential little "s" self remembers correctly, my last entries on this blog were about a presidential election "i" was upset about.  Today I AM just here, feeling from the depths of my soul inexpressible gratitude for days of being able to just be here, unhurried and reflective about my true nature of Love and Being.  These are very holy days.  My little willingness to focus on Spiritual Wisdom and truth leads me daily to many, many wonderful teachers and sister/brother travelers.  Words seem inadequate and nearly useless, yet my fingers tap out some anyway, just because of my deep desire to share with you, whoever and wherever your body may seem to hang out.  We, you and me, are not bodies.  And we do not really live in time or space.  We transcend these things and in our heightened awareness of our transcendence, we are able to really embrace and enjoy the world we imagine here on a sphere floating in a vast Universe.  BE HERE NOW.  The meaning behind these three words is expansive beyond, beyond, beyond moving outward and simultaneously inward, encompassing all levels of Truth, Beauty, and Goodness.